Two Blue Stars by Rio Carrera

When it comes…for you, don’t turn it away…

twobluestars — Wed, 08 Dec 2010 19:12:49 +0000

Yesterday I was told by a friend of mine that I didn’t have to try so hard, but if there is something worthwhile in life you have to work for it, this I have learned in my 40 years of life.

Nothing in this life comes easy.

Today by the same friend, I was referred to as someone who was really persistent. AND it goes without saying, it takes persistence in order to be successful at having the things that ARE worthwhile in this life.

I guess it could be kind of discouraging to be told these things by the person that all of this hard work and persistence is being expended for, but in the long run, isn’t that the stuff that devotion and dedication is made of???

If I were to allow faithlessness and doubt be the fuel of my desires I would never be able to LOVE what I love. I want what and who I want, and I should be allowed to love it and who I want in my way as long as it doesn’t hurt it or him.

As far as I can tell, in this world there is a lack of true dedication and devotion for the things that are worthwhile and wonderful.

I refuse to give up on what I believe, because maybe he doesn’t believe. Maybe he doesn’t believe it could be real cause no one has ever truly shown him that they are willing to go through hell and high water to show him that he wants him or he could truly LOVE him for him.

Well, then yes! I am persistent and I try too hard, but if at the end of this life I die happy and I die for him, it’s because HE IS worth it, and I will love him like no one else has ever loved him. No one can govern the heart, and no one can stop destiny.

AND I cannot say for sure why exactly I am compelled to follow my heart, but if for anything else, I am a MUCH better spirit in the scheme of enlightened things cause I refuse to give up, and I WON’T let doubt drive my ambitions and desires.

I will follow my heart wherever it may lead and if it LEADS me to HIM to show him REAL love than it will be worth all the frustrations and efforts to GIVE him my HEART!

I truly BELIEVE this.

I pray the rest of the world would share my desire, but more than anything I pray for him, that HE will see true LOVE, and not turn it away when it comes for him.

My new iPhone in Scottsdale

twobluestars — Sat, 06 Nov 2010 02:20:24 +0000

It took three months since my last one was stolen to get here to have a new one! I am STOKED!

GAY Revolution

twobluestars — Thu, 28 Oct 2010 19:32:15 +0000

IS it time for my people to start a GAY Revolution or what? I will take no more inequality. I am an AMERICAN and I will FIGHT back. I will not be BULLIED by one, I will NOT be bullied by stupid people, and I will NOT be Bullied by GOVERNMENTS! I will not stand for this SHIT anymore. GAY rights are Equal rights. I want what everyone else is entitled to. IF every man were created EQUAL!

Vigilant by Rio Carrera

twobluestars — Wed, 27 Oct 2010 05:54:03 +0000

How I remember you always these days
Like you are right there with me in spirit
I want to believe you haven’t left me
even though I cannot touch you or see you

The days are not things I look forward to
and the idea of returning home leaves me cold
How can I get excited about the life I have to live, if I cannot even be with you to physically grow old???

I cannot begin to describe the immensity in which I long to see you
nor the extent of the torture it is in missing you

Should I cry once more, in hopes that you may dry my tears?
Should I let go of my selfishness, my sorrow for your death, and my living fears?

I wait for you, but really isn’t it you who waits for me?
I will always love you, and I will be vigilant in life for death to set me free.

twobluestars — Thu, 30 Sep 2010 13:24:02 +0000

I need to stop drinking so much coffee

twobluestars — Thu, 30 Sep 2010 12:06:19 +0000

Mind you that by being a clean and sober person, I have turned to the social norms for my boosts! Coffee does not help as much as we would like to think, and as I sit here I realize the caffeine is wreaking havoc on my insides, and I think I would rather not have any help at all if it’s going to make me feel like crap!

Brittany Murphy Was Recent Subject of Controversy

twobluestars — Sun, 20 Dec 2009 20:31:05 +0000

She was was incredible in “SPUN” AND shall we mourn her death instead of banter. She was young, and she will be missed, shouldn’t we just be grateful that she came to this planet made a mark, and NOW she is GONE.
Read the Article at HuffingtonPost

An Essay on Gay Equality by Jonathan Bannon Maher

twobluestars — Mon, 24 Aug 2009 04:59:03 +0000

Salt & Cherries (MC5) – The Mash Up | Wendy and Lisa [Official Site]

twobluestars — Wed, 12 Aug 2009 22:34:56 +0000

Salt & Cherries (MC5) – The Mash Up | Wendy and Lisa [Official Site]

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“PEARLS to SWINE…”

twobluestars — Fri, 07 Aug 2009 16:13:50 +0000

As long as you know YOU can count on yourself…Remain strong, there are people who, like you give much and receive little in return, but have faith GOD and Karma will reward your efforts. But remember, even Jesus advised: “Don’t throw PEARLS to Swine…” walking away from It/them (swine ie: fucked people) is the best thing. Wipe the dust off your shoes and NEVER look back.